Translated from Arabic into English by the location of Google
The security "Fawzi Subhi Simon" since a young age to become a priest and his people to accept him confess their sins, perhaps give them an instrument of forgiveness, and wash their sins after hearing the recognition .. And so it has been since early childhood priest behind the church, "Mary George" that it receives the canonical science, and has delighted his parents that he would be a servant of the church to grow, according to Christian belief is valid.
And did not violate the boy's parents and the desire to be a servant of the church is going on behind the priest carrying a large glass of wine or blood of Christ as they claim, to irrigate the pioneers of the church and receive blessings of the priest.
No one knows that this boy, who are preparing him to become a priest will come on it would be other than they wanted him, change their minds course of his life to become an Islamic activist.
The Fawzi that, despite his dedication to serving the Church, it was troubled by what they call: The Seven Sacraments, and are: baptism, and confession, and drinking wine, eating the flesh of Christ, the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit.
And as long as it took to contemplate the idea of redemption and the crucifixion of Jesus peace be upon him ransom for the sins of humanity as alleged by priests and rabbis Christians, and that, despite his young age, the mind had matured sufficiently to doubt the veracity of the alleged incident, steel, and is one of the main pillars Christian faith distorted.
That it was unable to find a justification and rationale for the idea of one sacrifice the sins of humanity, fairness and common sense say that there is no bearer of burdens shall bear another's burden, it is not fair or logical to punish people for sins committed by others .. Then why does Jesus peace be upon him that himself if he is God and Son of God as they claim?!Did not he can forgive those sins rather than accept the status hanging on the cross?.
How then accept God (as they claim) that Abdul Aisalbh of slaves, is not this a violation of the logic and to reduce and even an affront to the value of the God they worship .. And also how you can have peace of Christ is God and Son of God at the same time as they claim?!.
Those ideas revolve in the mind of the boy and reluctant in the chest, but he was not then able to analyze the meanings of them or take a firm stand, it is positioned to age and does not take a decision mental abilities allow him to run in the study of religions to discover the facts, it was not him However, to continue his journey with the Christian and follows the priests, citing what been feeding him words of vague.
The years passed and grown Fawzi and became a man and began in his aspiration to become a priest referred to Mendez and bow his capital boys and adult men and women called upon you to give them and sit on a chair in front of him recognition to listen to the secrets of their lives and more accurate kindly to them by granting them forgiveness on behalf for the Lord, and envy, but how they say what they want while he is unable to recognize the fact that one of the questions that revolve inside and that if he had known the parents of priests sent by the adult to the monastery or killed.
And Fawzi also mentioned he was often asked: If you recognize the ordinary priest, and pastor recognized the Patriarch, and Patriarch recognized the pope, and Pope acknowledges God, Why is this illogical? And why it does not recognize the people directly to God .. 're Leaving themselves and falling into the clutches of the evil of some deviant priests who exploit those confessions in the control and exploitation of the sinful things that are not welcome?!.
It was a young priest live violent internal conflict, lived with him for up to nine years, was confused between what raised him and taught in the home and church and between the many questions that have not been able to find her answer despite his study of theology and his involvement in the priesthood.
And tried in vain to convince himself that ready-made answers that have been invented centuries ago, and inks for Guenoha of the elite to respond to inquiries by the public despite Mjavadtha truth and logic and reason.
Not located in the church allowed him to ask about the religion other than Christianity so as not to lose his livelihood and the confidence of the nationals of the Church, as well as this site forced him to preach religious is not at all convinced by his opinion as based on unfounded.
And not only in front of him to try to bury the fire of suspicion that has moved in the shades and Eekptha, where he did not have the courage to say what whispered to himself secretly terrified that bestowed on the harm of his family and the church, and did not find him in the confusion that afflicts only those enthusiastically and sincerely and diligently to study of other religions in secret.
Indeed, taking many of the reading Islamic books, as well as the Koran, which took in Itvhs For who wants to explore the manifestations and Khoaver, and stops and tears in his eyes and he can read says( و إذ قال الله يا عيسى ابن مريم أأنت قلت للناس اتخذوني و أميَ إلهين من دون الله قال سبحانك ما يكون لي أن أقول ما ليس لي بحق إن كنت قلته فقد علمته تعلم ما في نفسي و لا أعلم ما في نفسك إنك أنت علام الغيوب. ما قلت لهم إلا ما أمرتني به أن اعبدوا الله ربي و ربكم وكنت عليهم شهيداً ما دمت فيهم فلما توفيتني كنت أنت الرقيب عليهم و أنت على كل شيء شهيد ). [المائدة:116ـ117]
Fawzi read those verses, and felt his body trembling, he found the answers to many of the questions that have long been unable to find the answers to .. Then stop at the meaning(إن مَثَلَ عيسى عند الله كمَثَل آدم خلقه من ترابٍ ثم قال له كن فيكون) آل عمران.
To find that the Koran provided clarification did not read it in the Gospels distorted accredited Christian .. And that the Koran confirms human Jesus was a prophet and that the children of Israel and expensive, like a clearly defined message of the prophets.
Fawzi was during that period had been recruited for military service and allowed him the opportunity to review this period, psychology, and his feet led him one day to enter the church in the city of Ismailia, and found himself without feeling prostrate prostration of the Muslims and the tears in his eyes he is conversing with his Lord and asked him to be inspired payment and guide him to the true religion.
And did not lift his head from prostration until the determination to enter Islam Vntq certificate of entitlement: (Certified not god but Allah and that Muhammad is the Messenger of God), Islam and months away from his village and his family for fear of oppressive and abuse, and known as "Fawzi Subhi Abdel Rahman al-Mahdi" .
When his family learned the news of its entry in Islam and stood towards him strong position backed by the Church and other Christians who are aggrieved citizens to declare that Islam, while at the same time Fawzi calls his Lord and prays to him to save his father and his brothers and guide them to Islam, and was compounded by the pain that his mother had died on the religion of Christianity, sat down and insists on the call of God to explain Sadr and his father and his brothers.
One day I wake up to the sound of knocking on the door of his apartment, when he opened the door and found his sister in front of him declare its willingness to enter into Islam .. And was soon his father came after a period and the right of his son and his daughter on the road to the right ..
Source: Book: (Islam priests and rabbis) quote.
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